uninvited guest

I got the ingenious idea from a play "The Uninvited ghost" that I was in in Junior high I recall practicing screaming for hours in my pillow to sound really scared, but what's more to make the audience scared. I played Marge, I can't even remember the storyline now, anyway. So much for a preface. Wait Poems don't have a preface, this is already probably longer than my poem:

The uninvited guest is most appreciated of all.
When he comes he is a welcome guest, but
No one knows how to compel him
Nor is anyone certain he can be.
Still, won't our house be home with the uninvited guest?

proxy

toss me the idol,
a representation itself
i throw you the whip
we must escape quick!

I just won a huge
Battle with myself
though the war was lost.

How coud you?

I am human afterall! cause I'm angry. I was busy trying to solve"My" problem. but, I am just realizing that I am not the one with the problem.

Hello. Again, Hello. (opposed to hello again. hello)

growing up, I dreamed a life
I never got to live
and stillI tried and failed and tried
Until I wished I'd died.
To live to see my hope turn cold
I never thought I'd know the day
when I'd grow old and lonelier than
I in my early years could say.
such hurt and betrayal,
I never thought I'd feel and yet,
Everywhere I'm treading still
searching high and low...
Hello?

Ressurection

Do all things live again,
Once a thing is gone can it return?
I think to make him happy
To make his half heart whole
I need to help him find true love
Where ever she hath roamed.

My mind wanders off and back
Leaving me behind
Will my haircut hurt, mommy?
Daddy always says things won't

I fell asleep here and never finished it, but I am so happy for sleep.

Taken from a song, reclaimed as poetry

I want to say it plainly
Without any guise
 To make you know the way I feel
 When looking at your eyes (I laugh at this line cause I think of minority report)

But what would you do
 If you knew for sure
 How I truely felt about you?

That sounds like a song
Only I couldn't sing it, I've tried.
Though, I appear to be living
That part of me has died.

Oblivious

This is just an emotionl representation of the way I:

Only care about you when you care about me.
Beyond that there is no reason to even pay that small cover fee you call attention.
Life goes on, without us.

I never even cared about the things you were doing to get my attention.
Variables just clicked into place unlocking the combo lock guarding the secrets you kept.
I cared too much then, and wished that I could somehow go back to my comfortable exsistance before you.
Only your rejection could make me feel. so worthless.
Unprepared for facts, and unable to put up a good fight I just play ignorance, too.
So, is this how we speak to the winner when they are crowned, as if we never cared to win at all anyway.

Why would we?